May 9, 2009 - =(

=( Ugh. Did I mention that Campbell River is on the day of my Chinese (Cantonese) exam ? Ugggghhhh ! My mom is going to try to talk to my teacher to see if I can do mine when I come back. =P Well at least my mom is still letting me go to Campbell River. I don't think Chinese school.. really.. matters that much to her anymore. It's my DAD who cares so much. My mom wants me to quit next year, so I can concentrate on Pre-IB, but my dad won't let me. D= Urgh. He doesn't understand, the underlying pressure. You see, I don't mind continuing next year, but only if I don't have THIS pressure. My dad expects me to continue AND get first place at the same time ! That's near impossibility ! I'm barely hanging on this year ! Ugh. I wish he could be more understanding sometimes. =( Anywho, I really don't mind staying or quiting. My Chinese school is like.. a secondary family to me. So is Saint John. And you know how much Saint John means to me. I'd be really sad if I ever had to leave it behind. And yet, here is my dad, calling me lazy because I want to quit. I never said I wanted to quit ! My mom was the one who asked me to ask him whether or not I should continue (due to the pressure and "waste" of time because I need to concentrate on Pre-IB), and he says I shouldn't have even BOTHERED asking him ! Grrr.. It pisses me off so much. =(

Anyway, Chinese school soon. XP I wish I didn't have to go today. LOL. But but next week is Victoria Day holiday so no Chinese school ! =D I can't wait. Heh. Maybe I could go to the states ! :D:D Must remember to ask. No wait.. I might not be able to.. If I have Saint John competition practice. =P Oh wells. The competition's more important.

Oooooooo ! For AS we're hosting a Busker Festival ! I'm in charge of Public Relatons. =P It sounds nothing like me though. LOL. I'm usually so shy. But I'm glad for a change. =D I can learn so much from this experience. Omg ! Too bad we don't need a MC ! Because I want to be an MC ! Oh, maybe next year, during the YPI, I can be the MC. =D Like Harsh ! Heh.

Laters ~ Got to finish off Chinese homework soon.