May 8, 2009 - ^^

Why hello there. C= Waaaaaassssssup ? Sorry, kind of high right now. ^_^ Heh.

Competition practice on Sunday. =T Ahhhhhhhhhh.. So nervous. I mean, this is the PROVINCIALS.. Not just something random.. Argh. I swear I'm going to go PCC again. XP Last time at Cadets Field Day, my hands were like, ICE and all sweaty. =\

Sheeeeesh ! I HATE MY DAD. Just because I asked him whether or not I'm taking Chinese school next year, HE STARTED YELLING AT ME. He called me LAZY and and STUPID and stuff like that ! GEEZUS ! I was just ASKING. And plus, my mom told me to ask him. Gawd. I hate him. So much. So very much. Grrrrrrrrr.. He's always yelling at me now. Just 'cause he's in a bad mood. I hate it. I hate him. I want to die. I hate life. Life is depressing. The only thing that keeps me living is youu and my mom and some of my friends. Otherwise, life is not worth living. Oh and Saint John. I'm stupid. I'm ugly. I'm fat. I get it. I know it. Geez. * Cuts * What's the point of living when every second of your life is spent listening to your parents yelling at you ? Gosh. I want to rant on. I really do. But I think I should shut up now. Let's just say, DIEE ! Life's seriously not worth living. The end.